I felt so separated.
Especially when the others are better than me and they are getting those favouritism.
Ouch...its hurting....
I sound so jealousy here I know.
I can't tame my heart...
I knew I dreamt big.
I wish to enter the industry where I am under the spotlight of the public,an industry that has something to do with glam and fame.
I wish to enter the industry whereby I can fly on the sky,travel to different kind of places and serving people in a beautiful and polite manner all the time.
Could you get a hint what I always wanted to be?
BUT
There is one major constraint.My height.
I am 153cm if I have not mistaken or max I have is 155cm.
Who would ever consider you, when you don't even have the height.
Unlike appearance,I can do something about my appearance if I don't look good.
Perhaps make up,perhaps plastic surgery.
But with height issue,nothing can be done to increase my height right?
The reality is so cruel that sometimes it doesn't allow you to get a try even once.
What to do..accept the fact and wake up girl!*slap mysef* for being so thick face.
I wish to organize my own fashion show one day and all my models are 150cm to 160cm tall.
I am not kidding.I really wanted to.
I want to give an opportunity to the girls out there who have the same similar height like me to have a chance to step their foot on the runway.
Why the industry always left them/me out?even beauty pageant events too.
Its is so unfair.hmmph...
Basically the above are my personal opinions.
I do not mean to attack anyone.
I have rights to pour out my mind here right?
=Till then=In piecing myself back mode.
Current Fav Playlist:
- All Time Low - The Wanted
- Vanilla Twilight - Owl City
- The Saltwater Room - Owl City
- What You Waiting For - Mizz Nina feat.Colby
- Teenage Dream - Katy Perry
- Only One - Alex Band
- 玩爱之徒 - Jolin Tsai
- Round & Round - Selena Gomez & The Scene
- 坏了 - 张芸京
- Whataya want from Me - Adam Lambert
3 comments on "Trying to piece myself back"
don't be so sad,syampoo models or beauty products also can! right...?
You must be a fans of american next top model then...
High 5 if u really are. becasue I am so damn addicted with ANTM yeahhhh
[Azhar]:Haha.thanks...that is quite a good idea also at least there is not height limit right?I need to work hard to improve myself too.Thanks for your suggestion ^ ^
[Aiwei]:too bad I don't think I have watched it before.So no High 5 :(..But I just downloaded the latest season,Season 14 since you recommended it.Going to start watching soon.You followed through every season?
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