But as she slowly learnt,she knew that she really doesn't deserve all this.
This could be because she is a shallow thinking girl and she not practical enough.
Deep inside her heart there is always part of her wanted to be pampered like a princess.
But she knew its impossible and each and every time she would swallow the dream to wake up.
Every time she broke down and cry...she hates myself.
Cause she doesn't mean to use her tears as weapon.
She blames myself.
She knows he is having a bad day because of her and she felt sorry for him.
Cause she is the volcano.And its just unfortunately he settled down on this volcano.
She is an active volcano.
Important days mean nothing that is what he taught her.
From today onwards,she would be someone and not her true self.
She wished that she is a wood puppet because puppet is submissive and has no feelings.
No anger,no hatred,and no crying which is practical.
She doesn't ask for much compare to other girls.
But maybe what she should do is never ask again.
Accept only whatever he gives and even he doesn't, don't ask.
Greed,selfish are those words she used to describe herself.
She is wrong since from the beginning.Never has done a good thing.
He has completed all his responsibility.
Its all her fault.
The road is nowhere to be gone.
How far it is?
=Adapted from a volcano's heart=
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