Stop and stare

I stopped blogging.Maybe u would be wondering..
Too bad it has not come to this stage whereby I wanted to shut down my blog.
Blogging has once become a habit of mine and its so hard to get rid of it once you picked it up.
It could be addictive but not as addictive as drug,just sometimes.
Its a platform for me to share what i see and what is in my mind.
Bear with me readers, for always playing MIA.
I sincerely apologize about this.
Have been waiting for a good camera so that i can start blogging properly.
But I dont know when can I get it.
Tell u what I wanna be a celebrity blogger and get invited to events.Becoming a celebrity blogger does need a good camera.

Option 1 : Olympus Pen

Option 2 : Lumix GF2

I love attending events and dolling up myself.Typical girl right?

People come and go in my life.
Since Uni until now,I met hundreds or it could be thousand of new people.
Some leave you with good impression and some bad ones.Most of the time,we chose the lovely ones.
Well,we just can't avoid this situation as God places these people in the midst of us in order to teach us the greatest homework and that is LOVE.Your neighbour.

In Late Night Alumni fever.
Fashion fever has never gone away from me,fret not its high fever all the time.
I like and dislike September.Age has becoming more sensitive.
But I determined as I am aging,I want to become prettier and more mature,having more wisdom.I prefer wisdom rather than knowledge.Cause God's word is the source of wisdom.Nothing beats wisdom.

Love is a chemical substance that no one can ever solved.
The chemical reaction can be so strong that men and women could be drowned in it,spinned around..
Its either pain or too sweet....
Love it or hate it...it surrounds us.

Its Bunny Year

First of all

Wishing everyone Happy Chinese New Year.

Chap Goh Mei hasn't arrive so i guess the wishes is not too late yet.

I had nothing much to write.

Basically,its true what the adults have told us.

The older you are,the lesser is the anticipation feeling towards new year.

So it happened to me this time.

I didn't go out visiting as often as last time.

Also,

here I am in the big city.

Struggling to live a life alone.

Struggling to find an accommodation that suits me

which I could make it my third home.

Dream vs. Reality

Always, starting up is the most difficult part.

Cause I am stepping out from my comfort zone.

Am still figuring out how to survive.

I need survival kits/skills.

By the way,

I have got a job.

It has always been my passion to work in fashion retail industry.

I don't know how the journey ahead of me lies.

I will just go step by step.

Met Huai Bin at a wedding.

A Malaysian celebrity blogger.

It was nice meeting him.

I stole the photo from his blog.

(Huai Bin:Hope you won't mind)

Attended the wedding dinner on that night.

Two beauties.

Personally love this photo a lot.

I only took two sips of the red wine.

Not a big fan of alcohol.

Last but not least,

Family Portrait in Bunny Year

Loves

p/s:will try to update as often as I can.Working life can be boring though.

Its a COMPETITIVE world =(

When I was still a student in Uni

I always heard lecturer they all mentioned how competitive

is the job market.

And I was so naive at that time

thinking it would not be a problem for me to find a job

or the job that I want.

Actually,for my major M&M (not that M&M sweets)

its easy to find a job.The jobs are available everywhere.

BUT

there is always a big BUT.

Yes,jobs are everywhere but are those that you really want?

I, myself truly experienced the truth of the lecturers' words today.

Why do I say so?

Cause I started job hunting!!

Trying my luck.

However.............................

Look at the pictures below and you will know what

I am trying to say here.

#1

In case you cant see clearly....121 applications.

Okay clearly it means I have to compete with 120 people.

Quite a huge number already.

#2

can see it or not?

(refer to the area where yellow arrow pointed to)

Its 301 applications!!

Next....

#3

Its 340 applications!!!

The number is getting larger.

I can't believe that I am one of the 340!!

The chances of getting employed is really small lo!

1 / 340 = 0.00294117647

Scary scary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't even dare to dream of choosing to apply for my favorite jobs.

Apparently,my favorite is also other people's favorite.

So does that mean I should not be picky in applying for jobs anymore?

Hmm....

The job hunting is still a long journey to go.

So I gotta be strong~

I can't stay mushrooming at home anymore.

Next week,results will be released and...*cross fingers*

Its a transition moment for me.

I am stressed for mushrooming at home.

Having my mum to pay for my stuffs is really not ideal.

Till then~

I want to be financially independent!!

Hectic One~

Yes,it has been a hectic week for me.

But P-R-O-C-R-A-S-T-I-N-A-T-I-I-O-N mode is always there.

Works are piling up.

So far,I have submitted 2 assignments.

I am not sure how have I been doing.

*cross fingers*

I guess you would have figure out that I am here to pour out my feelings again.

The feelings is unknown.

I wanna a GetAway..Far far away.

Bali would be a great destination.And so with Maldives.

Perhaps,Bangkok/Taiwan would be nice too.

Have been gaining weight.And I don't know how to lose those fats from me.

Nothing much to say here.As I am tired..

I wish my friends are doing well in everything.

Nothing much to say.

Basically I am just here for the sake of updating the blog.

Till then.

Trying to piece myself back

I don't know where is my position for the past few days.
I felt so separated.

Especially when the others are better than me and they are getting those favouritism.

Ouch...its hurting....

I sound so jealousy here I know.

I can't tame my heart...

I knew I dreamt big.

I wish to enter the industry where I am under the spotlight of the public,an industry that has something to do with glam and fame.

I wish to enter the industry whereby I can fly on the sky,travel to different kind of places and serving people in a beautiful and polite manner all the time.

Could you get a hint what I always wanted to be?

BUT

There is one major constraint.My height.

I am 153cm if I have not mistaken or max I have is 155cm.

Who would ever consider you, when you don't even have the height.

Unlike appearance,I can do something about my appearance if I don't look good.

Perhaps make up,perhaps plastic surgery.

But with height issue,nothing can be done to increase my height right?

The reality is so cruel that sometimes it doesn't allow you to get a try even once.

What to do..accept the fact and wake up girl!*slap mysef* for being so thick face.

I wish to organize my own fashion show one day and all my models are 150cm to 160cm tall.

I am not kidding.I really wanted to.

I want to give an opportunity to the girls out there who have the same similar height like me to have a chance to step their foot on the runway.

Why the industry always left them/me out?even beauty pageant events too.

Its is so unfair.hmmph...

Basically the above are my personal opinions.

I do not mean to attack anyone.

I have rights to pour out my mind here right?

=Till then=In piecing myself back mode.

Current Fav Playlist:

1. All Time Low - The Wanted
2. Vanilla Twilight - Owl City
3. The Saltwater Room - Owl City
4. What You Waiting For - Mizz Nina feat.Colby
5. Teenage Dream - Katy Perry
6. Only One - Alex Band
7. 玩爱之徒 - Jolin Tsai
8. Round & Round - Selena Gomez & The Scene
9. 坏了 - 张芸京
10. Whataya want from Me - Adam Lambert

Issue #1

I need to start monitoring my weight.

Guess what 3+kg is still my ideal weight.yes?no?

And yes,today is the day.No more dragging.

Be a real girl please-----> to myself

Take it off

She is currently busy with

1. studies
2. trying to make herself to have more social life instead of isolating herself
3. series marathon with The Vampire Diaries and Pretty Little Liars
4. working out
5. making her life more interesting
6. trying hard to be a good good girl
7. time management
8. waiting for GG Season 4
9. etc etc

She is missing out on the Fashionista Love Eps.

Will come back soon.

-xoxo-

Little Miss J

Kampung Girls in Big City Pt.2

At night,we just walked on the Bukit Bintang Walkway.

It was so happening.

Guess what we saw?

STREET ARTIST!!

Very Punky right?and he held a scorpion on his hand.

I guess that is his pet.I didn't dare to go near him like

the guy in the photo.He is so daring.

Silver man.You need to pay RM2 to get a photo with them.

They are really friendly and we did pay RM2 to do that.

I think it worths cause I am really amazed by their effort in

dressing up themselves with glittering paint.

I think its really harsh to their skin.

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Not much of special food we tried in KL.Too busy indulged ourselves in

shopping spree but not eating spree.But this particular dining place is really nice.

The Spaghetti Farm.No service charge for food.

Service ambience is good.

Nice one.My tomato and beef spaghetti.The serving portion is huge and it comes

with a big bowl of soup.

Maybe from the photo u can't jugde how big it is.

Fyi,the bowl is deep.

I like it cause its simple and taste good to me.The price is affordable too.

Location:Lot 49-50,LG Floor,Mid Valley Megamall.

Especially recommended to East Malaysians cause I am sure

West Malaysians are familiar with it.

So do check out their menu,if you happen to be in Mid Valley.

No need to say,Jln Alor is a must visit place in Bukit Bintang.

People mountain,people sea.Why?All food.Cheap local delicacies.

Went to school today and saw lotsa lotsa new faces.

How come I never see them before.

I started to feel what the seniors have experienced before.

My friends circle started to get smaller.

Finally,I MISS my Englishman.He is leaving me for ten days.

Let's see how tomorrow is :p

Ding Dong!!

• After a long week of holiday,I am recharged.
• The little miss J is coming back to the blog again.
• Coming up will be the updates of my trip.
• I bought 13 pieces of clothes,3 bags,2 pairs of shoes.
• I think the shopping is not enough tho *greedy face*
• And I want to thank God for the result.
• I officially announced that I can proceed to the next sem.
• Got sting by a big black bee on my arm and now its swollen :(

=Till then=

Her Words

1. She knows the limit and she knows when to not cross the boundary ---> [thgiew].Its time to stop.
2. She has found her soul mate but now she needs BFFs.
3. She needs many many lucks in her life.
4. 想做个白皙美人。

Down in the valley.

SUPER DUPER down today.

Too many regrets.

Sigh Sigh Sigh Sigh.....................

Iamnotfeelingwell.

Things just stucked in my heart.

I don't know how to pour it out.

Anyway,I dragged myself here.

Seems like this blog has become a regular place to pour everything out.

Yeah,you may say this is a blog and everyone sees!

But I don't care.I am living in this world of mine.

I can cheat myself that this blog can actually become a physical.

SIGH........................................................

btw,its not a relationship problem.
I am doing good with my friends,my family,and my boy.

I am "bu suang" with myself only.

Sigh.......

Out of the Blue

Second post for today.The first post actually is a rewrite version.I just don't know what happen to the pictures that I have uploaded.Guess it should be something wrong with the HTML code.Lazy to figure out the main reasons behind it and thus I chose to rewrite it again.

Its July already.Ain't it fast?When I just stepped into the first day of the month,friends around me were in the middle facing some personal problems which I feel sorry for them when I heard about the news.I would not dare to say these problems will not come to me one day,even if it is not these problems,there will always be others.So I keep reminding myself to get ready to face the roller coaster like life.

Last night I was on the phone with my boy after I came back from a small classmates gathering.I have so much to tell him and ended up I talked on the phone nonstop for like 17mins and him watching World Cup at the same time.He didn't make much response but I feel better after I poured out all my thoughts to him.Its funny that my classmates thought he is a doctor.Oh well..haha.Going overseas to study has always been my dream but too bad the family condition didn't allow me to do so and blame myself for not studying hard to grab any opportunity to go study overseas.Sometimes,I do envy my classmates for most of them went to England to further their studies after Form 5.

Sigh.

Out of all these,my boy gave me a conclusion.Your mc is probably coming soon.So your mood swing.

Just Random facts

Warning:Its going to be a boring post anyway,with words only.Oh well,if u r interested in reading them,feel free to do so.If not,you may skip my post today.hiak hiak.

1. Yeppy!I am back in my lovely dovey nest in Sibu.Everywhere is about food.Basically the cafes are springing up like mushroom after the rain.These cafes are not coffee shops,all of them are.....err...how to decribe them...hmm...just the type of cafes with very nice ambience.I think you get what I mean.But I am not sure if all of them offer good food or not.Guess I can give some of them a try during this holiday.Btw,we got Secret Recipe surprisingly.So,tourists who come visiting Miri,dont get surprise if we drive u around for food all the time.Basically,that is the entertainment we have got in this lil town,that is eat eat eat.Other than that,no more ady.Agree everyone?haha.
2. Just found out that the aftermath of stress is...*drum roll*.......WEIGHT GAIN.Yes,I have gained 2kg during this exam period.My body is swollen like a balloon.Needless to say,my face is the most obvious one.Hate that kind of feeling.My boy told me that is the max that I can go.Is he hinting me to go on diet?Idk.But I dont really wanna to go on diet especially when there so many happenings coming up in July.Tell me how can I go on diet when all these related to food.gah....Nah..put diet the later one first.
3. Talking about July,here's some of the important dates on my schedule: 10th July (friend's wedding reception and lunch),this is going to be the third wedding reception cause since last year Dec until now I have attended 2 dy and all are my friends' wedding.13th(5 days KL shopping trip),14th(result release day).....and at the end of July(meet up with my couzie) she is back from Aussie,havent see her for ages dy.
4. I wish/wanted to do some changes to my blog skin and I know its time consuming.Coming back to feed my blog post everyday as possible as I can.Let's see if I can keep the promise and I have the persistency or not.Not forgetting that I want/wish/hope to be an event organizer for some events that I am interested.I got the idea but just that I dont know if I can do it.I am a newbie.
5. Pray hard for my result,for the event that I am wishing for,pray for my holiday so that I have a fruitful one.Back to the beginning,all have to depend on God's planning.So I submit my planning to God.Hope my plan is going according to His will or He has a better plan for me?who knows..=)

I think 5 random facts should be enough dy.Never type such a long post before.I dont want to sound err..should I say "chang qi"or "loso"?..whatever it is.I am going to end this post with a good night.Tomorrow is indeed a new day again.

Currently playing: Song from a secret garden(sad one tho)

No more bake biscuits Little J!!Your are overheated!!!

Hey dude

How's life?

I can tell approx 2 weeks=14days and its new year!!ROAR ROAR!!

But I cant smell the scent of Chinese New Year in Sibu yet~there aren't any wee bit of

fire crackers sound.Guess Mr.Police has been doing their job well in catching the illegal firecrackers sales.

With the coming of new year,means my holiday is going to end soon.Back to study life,my last year of study life *hopefully.This is my final year and all my seniors are graduating in April.Its time to call myself a senior in school already.So awaiting April to see all my lovely seniors coming back for convo.Study life is always occupied and what more u have a bf.So I have to learn to juggle the time which means personal plus relationship life.Last year,I would give myself a rate for 70/100.But this year I would want to reach my target at least score 85-90 in time management.

2010,I am 21 too.but how come i still act like a kid?*scratch head*

I just checked my Nuffnang account and i think i should make full use of my blog for $$ but first i need to crack for brain juice.Oh ya,should i make my blog public too?

Think i need to get a poll.

My chat box is so so dead..someone please feed my chat box can?Pity its going to disappear soon.I would give u 1000 hugs for that

hahaha.

Last but not least,

I am good.

Hello blogger

Back to blogging.Before that,I have to confess that I lost the passion in blogging.

So here I am starting another two months holiday.Before this,lets just summarized what I have been doing recently.It all started from my friend's wedding>6 days of part time work>cousins visiting>my dear visiting me>.....

Time flies and when u look back the year of 2009 what do u gain or what do you lost,I hope for the one that u have lost maybe u can regain it back in the coming new year,for the one that you have gained,keep it and continue to move on with it..

For me I think I have to sit back and count each God's blessings.I know I am blessed to have so many friends,my dear every family members,and my beloved one.Since,there are still few more days before 2010 coming,we can grab the chance to do what we have not done yet,even just a simple greetings can also make another person's day.Facebook,emails,sms,and video call make the distance between everyone of us getting shorter.World has no boundary isn't it?

Signing off.Maybe back in a few days time.

Back in my loving home

Eight hours of bus trip,mind and buttocks were suffering.

Today,the first day in Sibu,the weather is all day gloomy.

I know whats waiting behind me..hmm..am still struggling whether to have part time job or not.

Now waiting for dinner time.

Great.I promised my dear not to have pig's life.

Well,tomorrow k,tomorrow I will be back on the track again...

Update soon again.

Meet me halfway

Tomorrow will be my last day working in the day care.Abit reluctant but also feel relieved at the same time.Do you know its not easy to take care of kids some more 1 to 4 years old kids.But throughout the whole thing,I learnt how to change diapers for babies,how to put them to sleep,how to stop them from crying,bla bla bla ..It is not easy to be a mummy,honest to say.Sometimes they go out of control too which is making a lot of noise,messed up the place,or play water at the sink...that are the times when they give me headache.Luckily tomorrow my dear is going to help me in the day care......

Today I had a fight with him which was like early in the morning when I hasn't wash up.I know this is straight forward but I am not the type who hide my feelings from others. I told him there must be a rainbow after a storm.And so we get to have a good day out for shopping and eating.Fighting,making up=routines for couple?

Well..undefined

Night

The days had just gone

Good morning Earth...

Started off my Thursday morning with blogging...

Time flies isn't it?I can't capture it so do everyone.Day after days I am growing older.

Well Study free week is just around the corner which means exam is coming soon.

The days to exam= The days left that I can see my dear*sob*sob

Next update will be a picture post.I have lots of picture that I need to sort out and to share.

I gained weight.This is not a good sign as I have a few weddings to attend during the holiday..The wedding bells are ringing.Thus, I have to workout to fit into my dresses.

Exam stress = increase in shopping frequency (quoted from Agnes,a random blogger).I totally agree with it!!!yeah,there is this urge start forming in my shopping nature.

Coming up:

1. Daily revision
2. 31/10/09 Borneo Rainforest Day Trip
3. 2/11/09 Volunteer in PBK at Piasau
4. 2/11/09 Graduation for my 1 and the 1/2 year Disciple Class

I will update the next post don't know when.

Till then..

Catching up with?

Catching up with OB.

I have a few sleepless night because of it and this also explains why I am here now.

My boyfriend could not understand why I can still look at prom photos in the midst of the busy workload.

Anyway what makes me to come to the blogsphere tonight?

It happened that this afternoon I exchanged my blog add with another girlfriend of mine.It really strikes me at that moment because I just realized that I have not been grooming my blog for quite a long time.Oh,my poor blog...but now I am coming back for you~tee hee~

And [Wake me up when September Ends] isn't effective for me.I am still going on with no direction sometimes.

I feel lazy to dress up to school.Its like getting lazier...gah...

I love the bag.Have to wait for another three,four weeks probably..

Till then.Rainy night.Wish myself sweet dreams.