Down in the valley.

SUPER DUPER down today.

Too many regrets.

Sigh Sigh Sigh Sigh.....................

Iamnotfeelingwell.

Things just stucked in my heart.

I don't know how to pour it out.

Anyway,I dragged myself here.

Seems like this blog has become a regular place to pour everything out.

Yeah,you may say this is a blog and everyone sees!

But I don't care.I am living in this world of mine.

I can cheat myself that this blog can actually become a physical.

SIGH........................................................

btw,its not a relationship problem.
I am doing good with my friends,my family,and my boy.

I am "bu suang" with myself only.

Sigh.......

T.E.A.R.S.

The failure makes me wake up..

I didn't expect this gift....

I couldn't accept it at first....

Then it turned into lots of tears..

I kept asking God.. why me?

Called my mum and I can't control myself again...I was so scared.

It made me started to think what should I do..

Am I learning in a wrong way?

I know no one can help me but myself.

I need to strengthen up and start flapping my wings again.

God,please guide me....

Doctor Day

Spent RM77 just going to see the doctor.
My heart shattered in pieces because I didn't expect the medication fee to be so expensive.
I mean my sickness is just flu.But for the sake of my health I have to pay.
Sigh Sigh~
Just pray that I can recover soon after eating the medicine prescribed by the doctor.
I have assignments awaiting me ahead.
So indeed what I lost during these few sick days is time.....which cannot be measured nor be bought back.
Applying sick leave tomorrow...
Please pray for me.....

Cry

These days
My eyes are easily filled up with tears...
Not tears of joy but tears of sadness...
I wonder how my heart can stand the pain...

Illutionised

Why

Who I am?

I am Lost in this BIG BIG World.....

Emoness...

The last day of April.The new start for May.

I am still figuring out myself....