if u wan to read ..its an emo post..

sorry guys...its has been a long time i didn't update my blog.gomenasai..

sad to say at this moment im emo.These few days my feeling is down.

This holiday back home,i noticed a few changes.Im not rebellious anymore.I didn't quarrell with my mum.I helped her with her houseworks.Listen to her complaints about her jobs.I knew the pressure that she suffered is not easy.I wonder if im away,then she has to do all the things.My dad will be the one who listens to her complaints.That is y i would cry everytime when i think of her.

Goin to leave home again...even though im just goin over to Miri.But the emo part of me will never disappear.This is not the first time i leave home already.But still the tears will come streaming down my face.What if i leave for Perth??Things would be different again.She bought me two dresses,one skirt,one pant,n one blouse for me.All the things that i need she prepared.Mum,thanks.

As for my dad,he taught me how to cook a few times.I can tell you i dun have much interaction with my dad.Cuz i respect him as the father of our home.He is the kind..hmm..how to say...in conclusion..my family is the type of traditional chinese family u can imagine.

Back to school life,i dun feel excited.Because when i think of the path beneath me,i feel worried.I dunno what will happen,what will come.The dreams that lie in my heart,i really hope i can archive them.I do.I wish i can leave Miri asap.But i know ...aih...

i shud not leave so early..but still i have to leave...