Sunday, June 29, 2014

Blank Talk

Posted by Janet Tiong at 4:28 PM 0 comments
Honestly speaking I am getting lazier to blog nowadays.

Started this blog since uni and until now, I noticed a lot of my friends closed their blogs ever since they graduated or moved on to the next step in their life.

Today I am here sitting and write nothing. I am really running out of ideas to write.Life has became more or less a routine for me, especially after three years of working. 

No more shopping spree at the mall during weekend.
No more friends hangouts at specialty cafes. Even if there is, that would be one or twice per month.
All I do is lay in the bed and sleep whole day round.

It's the end of June and we are going to welcome the next half of the year in another day.

Am I going down the right path? I don't know yet and time will tell someday.

Am thinking of closing down this blog as readers are getting lesser.The inconsistency usage of language, inconsistency of blog updates kept me thinking it's about time.

But I haven't made up my mind yet. I will share about my blog closure, if I am really doing it.

Till then.

Sunday, June 15, 2014

I am - Project Planner

Posted by Janet Tiong at 10:49 PM 0 comments
We need to plan for certain things in life. Be it our career, relationship, financial status and etc.

In fact, there are so many things which we need to look into. 

I am currently slowly embarking into new direction in life.

Things aren't smooth sailing at times. I can't control it but I believe God is in control.

He has provided me with a physical shoulder on the earth. The shoulder has became my main source of warmth and support ever since then.

In fact, I am blessed.Though the road is kinda tough, he never fails to cheer me up, never fails to give me encouragement.His calm and soothing voice puts me to sleep every night.

I should be a stronger project planner.At least, I never give up learning to be one.

But the one on top of me, He - The Universe Project Manager has destined my paths on the earth.

Abba Father, thanks for everything. Although a lot of times, I cracked my head and had millions thoughts running in my mind trying to figure out why certain things happened.Please continue to guide me so that I don't become a lost sheep. Keep me patient so that I can wait for the good things to come.

I am vulnerable to alot of things on this Earth.Sometimes I feel weak too.You who watches me from above, may You continue to bless me with wisdoms to differentiate the good and evil things around me.

Till then.

Saturday, May 10, 2014

思念的练习

Posted by Janet Tiong at 12:34 AM 1 comments
现在最最最想念的人就是他。
好想你,这一句话我每天都要告诉他。
记得那一天,我走进候机室的时候,眼眶湿湿的,我舍不得上飞机。
我带着的承重的心情回到这个城市里。
我的心留在他那里了。
有时候真的忍不住,好想再飞到那个城市里去找他。
从没想过这个城市会对我有特别的意义。可是自从有了他之后,这个城市对我的意义特别不一样。因为那是他长大的地方。
现在我们两个都特别的忙,联络彼此的时间少了。
想他的时候,我会把我们的照片拿出来看看…把甜蜜回忆一幕一幕的翻出来
我好想快点快点看到你……
期待我们下一次的相遇在彼此的城市里。

好吧,这次就写到这…把我overflowing的思念统统都写出来……

Monday, April 28, 2014

幸福记

Posted by Janet Tiong at 1:38 AM 0 comments
曾经以为他可能不存在。
曾经以为的事,不发生了。
他很努力的把我从梦中叫醒,
一次又一次的告诉我-你不是在做梦。
就算这是做梦,我可以永远都不要醒吗?

世界上还有什么比这种踏实的幸福来的更珍贵?大概没有了…我不想把幸福物质化。这是再多的金钱都买不回来的幸福。

我们每一天都在电话里倒数。
倒数见面的日子。
倒数见面的时候要做的事。
好希望我们可以渡过这些倒数的日子,然后就再也不用倒数了。
因为可以每一天一起过生活。

我对未来的憧憬又回来了。
以为从此以后封锁的憧憬真的再一次回来了。
好难以置信。
被他抱在怀里的我,也是最爱你的我。
简单也是一种幸福。
谢谢你。爱你。









Thursday, April 17, 2014

不乖的我

Posted by Janet Tiong at 2:31 AM 0 comments
现在的我病了。身体状况当然不比昨天惨。因为他一直叮咛我要吃药,而倔强的我这一次也乖乖听话…现在比昨天好多了。昨晚我记得我一直在电话里嚷着生病好辛苦。可能发烧,所以才这么无理取闹…

这两天听着电话那头里的声音,我知道他在为我担心。
对不起,让你着急了。
是我我没有好好照顾自己。
年下来不知道为什么我好容易生病。
这已经是第二次了。

第一次生病的时候,也换来他第一次打越洋电话给我。听到他声音的那一刻,心里莫名的好感动,虽然有点生疏,因为生病发烧最辛苦。生病也会让我好想家,可是又尽量不要给爸爸妈妈知道,因为不想要给他们担心。谢谢你填补的这个空间。相信在电话里安慰病人不容易吧?

我的生病记就是这样在电话中渡过。他虽不在身边,可我却觉得他的心在这儿。

我希望我们都能健健康康的一起长大,一起变老。要一起去体验这个很长很长的人生……

我开始爱睡了,大概是感冒药开始作祟了。

倒数见到你的日子----->一天。
很期待那暖暖的拥抱…

晚安咯…

Sunday, April 13, 2014

心绪 9

Posted by Janet Tiong at 12:57 AM 0 comments
刚刚和电话那头里的他说晚安。
可是临时想说在这里写写东西。
时间过的忽快忽慢,有时候还真的很考验人的耐性。
我好希望星期五快点来。

今天是星期日,等一下有主日崇拜。
每一次崇拜完过后,都会有一小段默祷的时间。
我的祷告里离不开感恩。
上帝让我明白今天我拥有的是从他而来。
在这个看似很奢侈的环境里做工,幸好我还没变成珠光宝气的成员。上帝让我看到许多人戴着面具过生活。
我很明白自己要成为什么样的一个人。
当有人告诉你,你的心不可以这么善良的时候,你会怎么做?
我不想要失去这一颗上帝创造给我的心。
就是一颗爱人爱己的心。


Sunday, April 6, 2014

写给来自星星的你

Posted by Janet Tiong at 10:01 PM 2 comments

这一篇是写给这张照片的摄影师
我一个人摇摇晃晃的渡过了接近27个月的日子
你出现了
你的出现在我的生命里好特别
我觉悟到
原来有人陪你吃每一餐饭是可以那么幸福的
你对我大大小小的事情都记得清清楚楚
还有通宵的电话粥
你总是用心的聆听
我都感受到你的用心
你说过你的责任就是要让我每一天都过得开心
要让我开心的笑
就这么样的一个简单承诺
我心动了
24岁的我遇上了28岁的你
这个组合我从没想过
在爱情路上
总会有风风雨雨
我希望我们会一起抓住这一把大雨伞
一辈子的抓着,走过阴天晴天
我渴望的是大家对我们的祝福
爱情是人生里最微妙的承诺

 

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