似乎

似乎已经累到麻木了。。

似乎已经不知道自己的目标在哪儿了。。

似乎每天只有麻目的过生活。。

似乎。。。

已经很久没有静下来好好的思考

已经没有和久违的朋友好好的谈谈天

今晚在这里吐心事。

只想有人静静的听

我·心里·的·那一把声音

很想念大学生活。。

但我知道我回不去了。。

唯有尽力的去体会现在的生活。

从中找寻乐趣。。

人生真·的不只是只有吃，喝，玩，乐

人生也不真·的只有酸甜苦辣。。

人生是超过这些形容词所能形容的。。

人生。。一语·道不·尽。。

Long Time No See

This is the place whereby I found the joy to relieve my tired soul.

Been to two different Methodist churches last weekend.

Indeed I am glad that in this big city

I still have nice places to worship Him

Our Father Almighty

Without Your guidance

I would not have come to this far

Looking back the journey behind me

I knew You were there

to guide me all the time

I fell down

You raise me up again

For You loved me so much

Teach me how to live a life

that can glorify Your name.

Met up with my lovely sister,Fenice.

Knowing that she and her husband have another new plan,

I am surprised at the same time happy for the two of you.

But deep inside my heart,

I still feel "bu she de"

because it means we cant meet up that often.

But anyway,

You will always be kept in my prayer.

Lastly,

I had made a visit to Kajang and taste the famous Kajang Satay.

Took this pic in front of the Kajang satay shop.

Miss me or not?

For missing in blogsphere for such a long time.

Please tell me you do.

And I will miss you back.

Till then.

Miss me not?

Back to the blogsphere,

I would say i missed writing here a lot.

My passion towards fashion seem to die off.

I need to update myself again soon.

Reviving soon.

How's life has been treating you all so far?

For me,there are surprises and challenges everyday.

Laughters N tears.

Basically I also made myself living in the company already.

Coming up I am really looking forward to the beach trip.

No bikinis.But i hope i can post some nice sunset photos.

So stay tune.

I know my readers number could be 0...

Will try to be rajin a little bit in keeping my blog alive.

Till then.

Just to let you know that Little Miss J is fine here.

久违了

好久没有上来写写字了。

文笔有那么一些些的羞涩了。。

近来的我，

生活就给了工作。

周末就是教会。

很想念做学生的生活老实说。

人在异乡，

心里除了挂念家人，他也占据了一部分。

好想念他，虽然偶尔我们会有吵架的时候，

但是我们还是一直在学习进步中。

现在两个人都在工作了，

未来的计划或许可以慢慢的实现。

求神带领。

身在这个大城市中

真的好希望可以体验到他一丝丝温暖的拥抱。

真的好希望这个城市可以多一点基督徒。

真的好希望神带领我在这个城市中平安的生存。

希望随着时间的流逝，

我可以学会比以前更加独立，更成熟。

最后

希望我还有时间回来写写字吧....

祝我自己一切顺利哦~

下次见~

Its Bunny Year

First of all

Wishing everyone Happy Chinese New Year.

Chap Goh Mei hasn't arrive so i guess the wishes is not too late yet.

I had nothing much to write.

Basically,its true what the adults have told us.

The older you are,the lesser is the anticipation feeling towards new year.

So it happened to me this time.

I didn't go out visiting as often as last time.

Also,

here I am in the big city.

Struggling to live a life alone.

Struggling to find an accommodation that suits me

which I could make it my third home.

Dream vs. Reality

Always, starting up is the most difficult part.

Cause I am stepping out from my comfort zone.

Am still figuring out how to survive.

I need survival kits/skills.

By the way,

I have got a job.

It has always been my passion to work in fashion retail industry.

I don't know how the journey ahead of me lies.

I will just go step by step.

Met Huai Bin at a wedding.

A Malaysian celebrity blogger.

It was nice meeting him.

I stole the photo from his blog.

(Huai Bin:Hope you won't mind)

Attended the wedding dinner on that night.

Two beauties.

Personally love this photo a lot.

I only took two sips of the red wine.

Not a big fan of alcohol.

Last but not least,

Family Portrait in Bunny Year

Loves

p/s:will try to update as often as I can.Working life can be boring though.

该怎么走？

原本以为我就是那幸运的一位。原本以为是神安排给我的机会。。
我原本要离开家乡做工的。
但。。。。可悲的是。。。
那间公司出尔反尔，把原本说好的工钱，改了。。
（不是加工钱，而是减工钱）。。。
我接到电话的时候，我愣住了。。。
是天下没有白吃的午餐。。。我领悟到了
那一天直到接下来的每一天
我的眼泪没有停止流过
甚至我在打这一篇博文的时候
眼眶还是不禁的红了。

我的第一份工作，
碰到了一位脾气超极坏的老板
心里就觉得为什么这么不幸运
我不能怨谁
因为那一份的工钱真的很高
我咬紧牙根，告诉自己要撑过去
可是最终我还是辞职了
原因是我得到上述所说的那一份工作
一份我原以为会是一个很好的开始工作

我好伤心。好伤心。。
毕业以前我有好多的梦想
将来我要进国际公司工作
将来我要找一份我喜欢的工作
将来我要有一番成就
将来我要赚大钱
还有许多的梦想
但是随着时间慢慢的流逝
现实和梦想永远是两回事
化不上等号
直到现在
我迷失了。
我甚至不知道自己要的是什么

可是心里还是有一个角落

不想向现实屈服

我知道我很固执。对吧。。。

现在的我

不知道该做任何的抉择

我不知道

留在家乡、美里、还是吉隆坡。。。。

我不知道

越来越模糊了。。。

那无助的感受一直吞噬我的心

我很羡慕

可以出去到国外

不管是留学还是工作

或是常常都有机会去旅行的人

或是家庭富裕，想筹备梦想的婚礼都没有问题。。

我就是这么不知足。。

这么的不会满足。。

或许我需要时间来沉下心来

重新认识我自己

或许我就这样放弃。。

算了

或许这是神对我的惩罚

Its classic!

To me:

Classic = Grey + Black

Very dull color huh?

But i think it suits the theme of the weather.

Its a Cloudy day~

Also

My first try

posting my outfit of the day in this way

Its not easy tho

cause i don't have a photographer

Everything has to be done by myself.

From the setting and adjustment of posture.

It takes up a lot of patience.

Besides I don't have a good camera.

I need a DSLR!!!

Anyone can sponsor me one?

Enjoy reading~

Yours Truly~