不舍

这三天。我们很甜。

不舍的是明天他要回家了，而我的假期也结束了。

心里百般的不舍。。

总有一天我们可以永远不分离~

Its a COMPETITIVE world =(

When I was still a student in Uni

I always heard lecturer they all mentioned how competitive

is the job market.

And I was so naive at that time

thinking it would not be a problem for me to find a job

or the job that I want.

Actually,for my major M&M (not that M&M sweets)

its easy to find a job.The jobs are available everywhere.

BUT

there is always a big BUT.

Yes,jobs are everywhere but are those that you really want?

I, myself truly experienced the truth of the lecturers' words today.

Why do I say so?

Cause I started job hunting!!

Trying my luck.

However.............................

Look at the pictures below and you will know what

I am trying to say here.

#1

In case you cant see clearly....121 applications.

Okay clearly it means I have to compete with 120 people.

Quite a huge number already.

#2

can see it or not?

(refer to the area where yellow arrow pointed to)

Its 301 applications!!

Next....

#3

Its 340 applications!!!

The number is getting larger.

I can't believe that I am one of the 340!!

The chances of getting employed is really small lo!

1 / 340 = 0.00294117647

Scary scary!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't even dare to dream of choosing to apply for my favorite jobs.

Apparently,my favorite is also other people's favorite.

So does that mean I should not be picky in applying for jobs anymore?

Hmm....

The job hunting is still a long journey to go.

So I gotta be strong~

I can't stay mushrooming at home anymore.

Next week,results will be released and...*cross fingers*

Its a transition moment for me.

I am stressed for mushrooming at home.

Having my mum to pay for my stuffs is really not ideal.

Till then~

I want to be financially independent!!

Hair Issue

Its my latest look ^^

Girls usually cry over their long hair being"chop" off.

But I just don't cry.

I don't need much courage to cut my hair.

I just don't know why.

Am I not a girl?

I think it has something to do with my height.

I am not a tall girl so I can't keep my hair long.

Illusion wise,they say long hair will make you look shorter.

So that is the MAIN reason I chop off.

And this time I try thicker bangs.

Nice or not.yes?no?

Tips of getting a nice hair cut:

1. You must get yourself a good hair stylist.Preferably a guy.Ask me why we should choose male hairstylist over girl hairstylist?Very easy.Male has better fashion taste.No sexual discrimination here,maybe its just my experience that caused me to come up with this conclusion.
2. Get yourself involve with a good communication with him/her.Before hair cutting process really started, make sure the hair stylist knows what do u want or even better if you could show him/her a picture of the hairstyle that you wish to have.Don't rush to end the conversation.Make sure the hairstylist know what your hair textures is,e.g. easy to manage or not,natural curl or very fine hair.
3. Stick to one hair stylist.Loyalty!It would be better if you just stick to one hairstylist on the basis that you are satisfied with him/her hair cut services most of the time.I am a real life example here.I really trust my hair stylist a lot and I do know that he keep updating himself in terms of the latest trend in hairstyles from time to time.

Hope my tips are useful for you.

That's my update for today.

Till then.

Fashionista Love-Ep10

Introducing some of my admired fashionistas in their super nice outfit:

Ayuki

Louisa Lin

Yuki Lo

Feel free to scroll over their name for their website.

This is one of the way I keep myself up with the latest trend

besides reading fashion mags.

Tell you a small secret:

I wish to work in an international fashion apparel company one day

Hello December!

Isn't it fast?Its the LAST month of December.

This is the third day I reached home (from Miri to Sibu).

Spending first two days unpacking my stuffs.

There are still remaining few boxes which are left untouched yet.Well,basically I moved my whole room back.Capacity of my current house of course is not enough.

Wardrobe is totally full now. My mum warned me not to buy any clothes again.

That means no more new year clothes :( and since I am bankrupt so I am okay with that.

Back home:

Diet mode is on. Home cook is nice and it won't make u fat.I have less appetite to eat as well.

Apparently,I don't have the super high rate metabolism rate.

Those two weeks of having supper and McDonaldS,had made me gained quite a few kgs.

You should notice it from the pictures below.

My boy has been complaining that its really not healthy for me to gain weight especially at this height last night.

Met up with girlfriends before going back.

She is my ex housemate and travelmate.

Gonna miss her.

One of my fav outfit.

Last day staying at cousin place.

The secret of bigger eyes *loves*

For now,

in the process of job searching.

I hope I pass my last few units.

Wish me tonnes of luck.

*winks*

Till then.

给阿爸天父的信

天父，

我觉得好软弱

面对前面未知的路

我只能说我好怕好怕，可是同时又充满期待。。

我心中有我自己的计划，可是我不知道那是天父你应允的吗？

走到人生的交叉路口，

我停下了脚步。。

回头看看，再看一看前面的路。

我该如何做决定？

我悖逆的时候，

天父你是否还聆听我无声的叹息？

待会儿，我要考我大学生涯中最后一个考试。。

说实话我没有很大的信心。

主啊。。

求你加添我力量。

让我能凭着你加添给我的力量来面对种种的困难和挑战。

带领我做每一个的决定。

这一次的考试，我不知道自己的把握有多少。

一切只能交托给天父你自己。

交托，信靠，顺服 ，等候- 我通过考验的功课。

这样祷告是奉主名求的，阿们。

Nov Notification

基于考试的原因，暂时未有时间来写部落格。考试后又要急着搬家。我要回我的家乡了。希望可以快点回来写写字。暂时就祝我一切顺利吧~

Due to exam reason,I will not be able to update my blog and I will be busy clearing up to move back to my hometown.Will try to update my blog as soon as I have time and Internet connection in my hometown.

Miss ya~

XOXO

Little Miss J