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Recent Me

well,i will let the picture say the story ...haha...which one is the best??

the third one is my first try.well i guess i have not been so vain for quite a long time..if u dun like it,u may leave my page...

am so wanting to get rid of my chubby face....arrgh ...

fyi,i did not edit any of the photos..that's original me..if u hav any comments,well Cbox is there...

School Days..what do u think?

current music playing: One Republic Say(All I Need)

*Am listening to da song above while writing this post.

*2nd day of school.The feeling is a MIXED.excited+nervous.still..

*Homesick-InG a the same time.

*Meet alot of new friends in school or in class.Mostly younger than me.Suddenly i still feel that the passion of meeting new friends is still there.

*Many of my friends said that im more mature.Am *Happy* with that.Esp my"bro"also said like that.After all the bumpy roads i have gone through.

*Meet my dear" bro" in cafe today.Its has been one year since we last talked to each other.He is always busy n so do I.Until today,i finally had the chance to talk to him.

*Hope this sem is a GooD Start"for me..

*Thanks for all the friends Caring and Helps.I knew im the Lucky one.

*I knew friendship is way more important to me than love relationship at this stage.

*Many of u may see me in short hair.Im enjoying walking around with short hair....

*Going to town with my friends later.whee~~

我的心情文字

好久没有用华语写字了....

很怀念以前中学的时侯用华语写心情日记...

然后跟自己的好朋友分享

再过一个月多就是我的生日了..

又老了..也感叹时间过得好快..

偶尔会希望身边有个人....也许一个人也习惯了.....我多少开始有点抱着单身主义了...

但那颗心还是存在..

星期一开学了..可是心还在家里...爸爸,妈妈,弟弟....你们要照顾自己哦....

很念旧的我..依然还在....

My name??

Stumble across this from Betty's blog. Quite accurate but not all.Up to u guys to see.I thanks my mum for giving me that name.=) What Janet Means

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

It may be long time ago..but nice..Salty Coffee

He met her at a party. She was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her, while he was so normal, nobody paid attention to him.

At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised but due to being polite, she promised. They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, and she thought to herself, "Please, let me go home..."
Suddenly he asked the waiter, "Would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee." Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red but still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously, "Why you have this hobby?" He replied, "When I was a little boy, I lived near the sea, I liked playing in the sea, I could feel the taste of the sea, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I always think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who are still living there." While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched. That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out his homesickness, he must be a man who loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home... Then she also started to speak, spoke about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family.

That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story. They continued to date. She found that actually he was a man who meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a good person but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee! Then the story was just like every beautiful love story, the princess married to the prince, and then they were living the happy life... And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked it.

After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said, "My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life's lie. This was the only lie I said to you---the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt. It was hard for me to change so I just went ahead. I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything... Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth, I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste... But I have had the salty coffee for my whole life! Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the second time, still want to know you and have you for my whole life, even though I have to drink the salty coffee again."
Her tears made the letter totally wet. Someday, someone asked her, "What's the taste of salty coffee?" She replied, "It's sweet."

Im touched when i saw this story.

If i could meet a person like this in my whole life,i would fall in love with no regrets....

Some words

"To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world"



I found this meaningful.




i found this illustrate nice.
Lying calmly in the woods.


Well,this is my second day in Miri.I regreted for coming back so soon.
Doing nothing but sit in front of the labtop n online.Its boring...
Tonite i have one gathering with my housemates plus my churcmates.6 of us.
Laughing from the cinema,supper and on the way back home.I cracked jokes tonite.What happen to me??Escaping from sth?

Honestly,i feel awkward in this city.I could not feel the warmth as i can feel back in my hometown.Especially in school.Out there there are alot of people who are way more capable than im.Im just tiny enough.Not use to school environment again.Sigh..have some communication breakdown with some of my one month no see friends.But at the same time have to build up communication with the new faces around me.Hectic life.

I received comment even though a new sem is just around the corner.Am gaining weight.Translate in mandarin means"yuan" or "fei" oready.
I hope this sem i really have a new start.Coz las sem my result wasn't that good.
Its one in the morning.Guess i have to sleep.
Nitez...