忍

真的好痛。。
那感觉没有人明白
到底我做错了什么。。。。

我承认我哭了
撕心的呐喊
好想撕掉我自己。。。。

不知道可以撑到几时
现在，未来。。我都害怕。。。

I want to breathe...

I hope can evaporate into the air
and never come back again...
yeah,I screwed-up myself...

Catching up with?

Catching up with OB.

I have a few sleepless night because of it and this also explains why I am here now.

My boyfriend could not understand why I can still look at prom photos in the midst of the busy workload.

Anyway what makes me to come to the blogsphere tonight?

It happened that this afternoon I exchanged my blog add with another girlfriend of mine.It really strikes me at that moment because I just realized that I have not been grooming my blog for quite a long time.Oh,my poor blog...but now I am coming back for you~tee hee~

And [Wake me up when September Ends] isn't effective for me.I am still going on with no direction sometimes.

I feel lazy to dress up to school.Its like getting lazier...gah...

I love the bag.Have to wait for another three,four weeks probably..

Till then.Rainy night.Wish myself sweet dreams.

Beauty Review 1: Peach Sake Pore Essence Mask

My first time to do beauty review here.

No choice because I come across good stuff,so eager to share it here.

Item:

The Skin Food [ Peach Sake Pore Essence Mask Sheet]

Product Description:

This mask sheet can control enlarged pores and excessive sebum with peach extract and sake,Japanese fermented liquor.

My experience:

The first moment I took out the mask sheet,I am addicted to the peachy smell.The sake smell is not that strong though.Even my housemate was shouting in the living room saying that it smelled good.Haha.The amount of essence contained is adequate because it won't drip.

Pros:

• It has nice peachy smell (which I like).
• I saw the pore minimizing effect (at least the pores seemed smaller..so the effect is still there right)...
• Not really pricey.It costed me RM11.90 if I have not mistaken.

Cons:

• Its very difficult for me to unfold the mask before applying it.
• The mask sheet is abit too bit for my face.It doesnt stick very well to my face.

Ratings: 7.5/10

Overall,I guess continuation use of this mask can really improve the enlarged pores skin problem.

Seriously my skin has not much problem just the enlarged pores at the side of my nose is worrying me .

One more item added to my to-buy-list. ^^

Too bad I can't show the before and after photos.(Blame my phone camera).

Any mm who has been user of this mask feel free to comment ya...

Share share experience ma~

Journey

On the way of pursuing my dream but along the way I need to give up some other things.Things that cannot be compared to eternal love.

He told me on the phone to give up.

I told him I need time.

Guess this time I have to compromise.

He is serious about it.

Lord,teach me to learn to be submissive.

Lord,teach me to learn to love everyone unconditionally like You.

Lord,teach me to be patient to wait and see the dream that he has promised me to come true.

Lord,teach me to learn not to regret for choosing this road.

(The Road not Taken suddenly popped up in my mind)

Lord,teach me to learn to have the courage to continue this journey.

Lord,I can't do anything but I pray that my prayer can move Your hands to help me.

Heart is aching.

Mind is not there.

I need a rest.

I love Jazz-Do you?

I am so obessed with her voice.Improvisations of the songs are just nice and she sang it as if no one has sang it before.

Julee Karen 「樹里かれん」

Well,feel free to check it out if you do love Jazz.I bet she won't disappoint you.

Kokeshi Dolls

Came across these Japansese Dolls a.k.a. Kokeshi Dolls

Aren't they cute?Kawaiiness.Personally,I love the third doll.

Originated from Tohoku Japan,these dolls represent their aesthetic value of arts and the fne craftmanship.

AND

I just found out that

I had the Kokeshi dolls hairstyle when I was young...funny

Me in the middle (From Left:Jacky,Me,Sharon)

Currently love:

Jill Stuart.Rosebullet.爱情雨.